So, it’s CD26 now….still no O.
I have an appointment on Tuesday.
I am so upset about this, that I’m even mad at myself. I’m usually so optimistic and I am so negative about this cycle. I am automatically thinking the worst—that I have PCOS or something, and that AF will show here in a few days and that this is going to be my first anovulatory cycle. And that I am never going to be KU.
And I had my first pregnancy announcement since my m/c of a person that I care a lot about. It’s soo bittersweet. It’s our friends from NE and the husband was in our wedding. They got married about 3 months before ours and John was in their wedding. They just started trying a couple months ago. I was having such a good day until John told me and I tried so hard to be happy for them, but all I could do was cry myself to sleep. I am happy for them, just sad for me. And the wife was the only person (not from TB) that said something to me on FB after I changed my profile picture and said something about Faces of Loss and National Pregnancy Loss Awareness Month. Everyone else ignored it, so I guess I was nervous about posting it for nothing.
I really hope I get some good news from Dr. Dick on Tuesday. I could use a break.